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MHS schedule oh-five bitches!!
Freshman year, let's make it the best one yet!
A- CP english
B- Hon. algebra
C- CP IBE
D- CP w.history
E- homeroom #303
F- Comp.Ap.1 (terms 1,2)
G- CP spanish2
H- Phys. Ed. (terms 1,2)
H- Piano (which I'm swapping out of I hope.. terms 3,4)
leave Sun. night at 6 or 7ish to dads house. staying there until Wed. night at 8ish, possibly Thursday a.m. (still at 8-ish)
♥ alwaySs j
ps- i got a new cel-, same number. ask for it! IM- FridayNightThong if you wanna ask me.
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[11 Jul 2005|02:03am] |
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canoeing is fun.
dont ever bring your mom canoeing.
dont let momma know that you went canoeing without her.
dont let momma know you went canoeing at all.
just canoe with taylor and company.
read my MySpace. ask me for the site cos my momma knows/reads this Lj..
HawtiieJ^ (MYspace thingy*)
I LOVE YOU A BUSHEL AND A PECK. haha Shirley/Lambchop hahaaa gtz back in the day!!
</3>♥</big>
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[04 Jul 2005|01:30pm] |
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HAPPY 4TH OF JULY BITCHES!!
.LA La LA La LA La
..and have a nice day :)
...and remember I love ya!
....plans anyone for today/tomorrow/any day this week??
...you know you wanna chill
..so hit up the house
.my cellular died :(
::HOUSE DIGITS::
XxXfiveXohXeightXfourXeightXoneXsixXeightXeightXthreeXxX
♥ always J
I will forgive but I won't forget. I hope you know You've lost My respect
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| With Your Backless, Black Dress Soaked To The Skin. |
[03 Jul 2005|09:39pm] |
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So worried. So stressed. So bored. So wishing I wasn't home and had some thing to help me feel better.. I could use something to relieve my stress and make me just completely.. let's see, how about I use the word
"forget"
everything--> that is so very, very wrong right now<--
Plus I could use a cigarette about now. I haven't had one in forever because my mom knows I smoke. Plus I've been around my house. And I can't take any of my mom's cigarettes any more because I'm absolutely certain she counts them now. And I can't smoke when she's home obviously.. I mean she works from home and I swear she does it to make me want to commit suicide. It's working pretty well, her plan to kill me. She's like evil to me sometimes. Sometimes she acts all "I-love-you" and sometimes (most of the times) shes like "Die-And-Rot-In-Hell"!!
And stress sucks. And I can't and won't cut, especially when I've done so damned well. And I poured my guts to my mom (*don't ask me why*:: maybe I was just completely insane at that given moment?) and told her about how depressing living with her and my step dad is, and how I used to cut, and how I pierced my bellybutton so much and how this that and the other thing affect me and how my life is the complete opposite of what she thinks it is. Thank god, I stopped there. I didn't spill all my guts to her, I saved my vital organs... AGH!! I can't take it man!! And So I'm out. Good night lovers!
...Becca thanks for the input on this entry before it was edited...♥ p.s. I don't hate you, I had always thought you hated me, I guess that's why I was always so rude-like and things.
♥ alwaySs, J
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| Worried and Tired.. woot! woot! |
[02 Jul 2005|12:18am] |
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Wow. I'm so worried about my friends right now, it's not even funny. Like everything seems to be falling apart in front of my eyes. I'd like to help people who need it, if they would let me. I can relate, I can talk heart-to-heart with almost anyone, and especially my friends. I would kill for any of them, they are my world and my life and I just can't let my whole world and whole life fall apart. I refuse to ignore a problem. I will help you all if you need it. Even if you're a random stranger reading this, which I doubt you are, but that's ok. My point--> I care. --> I want to help you if you need it. --> I love you all dearly. --> I should be a social worker or something of the sort. I feel like one lately anyways, so why not be one?
OK. Now I'm making a poll which I'd appreciate you taking:
Question:: Should I be a pshyciatrist or a social worker?
Post comments as answers so I can keep track. Thanks loves!!
♥ ♥always always always, J
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| Who's Space? ..It has been madee |
[22 Jun 2005|03:01pm] |
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Chyaa bitches i made that MySpace i was thinking about.
www.myspace.com/hawtiiej
That's it, knock yourselves out. Add me to friends lists, and i'll add you back (of course)
Lots of Lovin' ♥ ♥
always, JilliaNn
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| Beauty and The Beast |
[20 Jun 2005|08:45pm] |
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Tale as old as time...
True as it can be...
Barely even friends, then somebody bends, unexpectedly.
Chyaa. So school's out for me! YESS! So me, Becky, Danny and Nathan were chillen at Katie's house. Madd fun kids... ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS!
Mad good times bitches! Let's do it again!
Mmmmm, so. I'm thinking that I'll make a MySpace? Possibly..
So I'm out bitches. Call me for plans...
SUMMER '05, WHO'S PARTAAYING IT UP WIT ME?! Becky sure as hell is!
<3 always Jillie
beauty and the beastt 4 lyfee
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| I've Got Two States of Mind.... Stoned and Asleep |
[10 Jun 2005|08:22pm] |
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Hokus Pokus biatch yeah i hate lyfee this weekend. its too chaotic. its not appreciated either. woo-fucking-hoo?
So my ass is bruised (thanks to Bacon and Dwiggins) and it hurts to sit down. Plus i had this kid Stevie Ray (muh cousin) chillen here. Babysitting him all night and Binas sleeping over too. But thats beside the point. Stevie was hangin all over me (hes only four and was in my pool, and cant swim for his life.. self explanitory) and so my back hurts like a mother fucker... OUCH!
Ouch Bubblegum, thats some mighty taste-y shyt there! Love it Bunches and Lots.
Chyaa so im listening to ICP and im mad bored.
Mi Ajenda (this weekend in brief bitches)
1. babysitting Stevie
2. Bina coming over at nine to sleep over and party it up all night
3. Dads in the a.m.... "NewHampster".... and its definately going to make me fatter than life itself because its a BBQ festival there(is that even possible? i think not)
and finally.. #4... dancing all Sunday night for the show in 3 weeks! (i cant wait until this season of dancing is O-V-A: OVER!)
so im out, Kelis is on and Bina called me. <3 jdore vous bebes.
Mi Amor<3 ..he doesnt want me back :\
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| Pour some Sugar on Me |
[05 Jun 2005|07:34pm] |
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So. I havent updated in forever. I suppose I may make a myspace? Hmm I'm not sure.
Yeah so this past weekend. I chilled at Beckys Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday (today). It was a good time. Danny Jeremy Taylor Shellz. Mad fun. The cemetary at 10 at night. That was funny. Good times!
<3always,
Jillie
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| I'm A Little More Than Useless.. |
[15 May 2005|12:36am] |
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It's 12:36 right now. I'm super tired. I can't sleep because whenever I go to lay down, I cough and cough until I am like dieing and can't breathe. I've tried it enough and I gave up on sleep. So I'm sitting here playing Spider Solitare. Woo Frickin Hoo!
Yeah so this weekend is going to suck because I can't do shit. Friday was a decent time, but I discovered I have absolutely no interest in Joey and I DO have interest in someone else. I'm not saying who now because I'll get bitched at and I'm in no mood for that shit. So I'm at my father's house for the first time since Easter. It's not so bad. I'm kind of bored though because one, it's like the middle of the night and for two I'm sick and can't breathe and three- well let's just say I'll be watching St. Elmos Fire like a million-times-ten more times between now and Sunday night. Ughhh.
So I'm out. My friends, what can I say I have the best! And the rest- kewl beans you too.
Mad bored and tired. Maybe I'll attempt sleep (again)
*!*
<3 always,
-+*Jilly*+-
What's the purpose? It feels worthless. And sometimes I think I'm not any good at all. But then you assure me: I'm a little more than useless.
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| If I'm not in love with you what is this I'm going through tonight? |
[26 Apr 2005|09:25pm] |
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I think I'm stuck on him. I think that is NOT a good thing. & I think I should be SHOT for being stuck like this..
It's like I'm paranoid, looking over my back. It's like a whirlwind inside of my head. And I CANT stop.
Yes so I miss Taylor Lee SO MUCH. She needs to come home from Florida like nowww because I need her to talk to because I can talk to her without thinking she might tell someone else. Because my bestest friend doesn't do that to me. COME BACK TAYLOR!!
...Jayne and Jill are just too cool. We make huge dramatic scenes at random moments with hugs and emotion and noises. :o} Watch it tomorrow in the foyer if youd like. It's just funn funn.
Hmm a very good song is Dixie Chicks- You Were Mine. It's soo hott. Listen you'll get hooked! Ally got me addicted to it among other things... *winks* jay kayy
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| try to be someone. but don't be someone else. |
[18 Apr 2005|05:54pm] |
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So april 18th and im allowed online again. and i give it 2 weeks before the priveleges are revoked again. for a long time..
thats just a guess but i bet you its right, considering i know me better than you do..
i'm trying to be somebody. i'm not trying to be somebody else.
chyaa i def bought the ThreeDoorsDown cd, and it improves life a lot!?
i was at the Sox game today. it was awesome. we DOMINATED over Toronto man. we owned them. 12-7 Sox and im beat man. i think i'll take a nap...
so im out. peace kids.
<3 always JilliaNn
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[21 Mar 2005|04:49pm] |
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Heyy kids.
I'm ready for the warm weather. Now where the fuck is it? Haha I'm so very impatient.
I'm babysiting at the moment at Julie's house for her two children. They're SOO easy to watch cause they're ten and six. The six year old watches T.V. because well that's what he enjoys doing. And Sarah, who's ten, let's me play with her hair and she does homework. Plus I'm a friend of the family so it's actually fun to be here. Wow.
Okay so I'm wearing Becky now. Haha.
Oh yeah and before I'm out, so you all know I HAVE NOT DYED MY HAIR IT JUST GOT LIGHTER IN FLORIDA! People ask me and ask me all day long and I'm going crazy, more so than I usually am. Which is a great deal, haha. So I'm off to chill with these hot kids.
Somebody call my house later on and we'll make plans for Friday. No school so I'm def goin out whether my Mother likes it or not.. despite the fact I could very well be grounded for an eternity now. Oops? Haha- jay/kay I don't care pne damned bit.
<3always Jill
p.s. Becky I'm keeping this shirt of yours. Forever. If you even read this, atleast I think you may.
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I'm sitting here online. I shouldn't be. But I am. Screw the parents and being grounded for like.. a life sentence.
So I got to go into Boston today with my Mother. It wasn't a bad thing this time, either! I got 2 shirts from Urban Outfitters. and one shirt from this random store I can't remember the name. and one more shirt and one pair of AMAZING shoes from JasmineSola.. they're blue sequined like a blue disco ball- haha and also they're like sooo comfortable. I adore those things.
'Kay well I;m outta here--> babysitting and listening to Mars Volta. Wow they're soooo amazing like woah.
Call my house phone. I turned my cell off so I can get a new one.
481-6883
....although I'm grounded from the phone too but to Hell with that.
<3always
Just as he hit
The ground
They lowered a tow that
Stuck in his neck to the gills
Fragments of sobiquets
riddle me this
three half eaten corneas
who hit the area
Stalk the ground
Stalk the ground
You should have seen
The curse that flew right by you
Page of concrete
Stained walks crutch in hobbled sway
Autodafe
A capulary hint of red
Only this manupod
Crescent in shape has escaped
The house half the way
Fell empty with teeth
That split both his lips
Mark these words
One day this chalk outline will circle this city
Was he robbed of the asphalt that cushioned his face
A room colored charlatan
Hid in a safe
Stalk the ground
Stalk the ground
You should have seen
The curse that flew right by you
Page of concrete
Stain walks crutch in hobbled sway
Autodafe
A capulary hint of red
Only this manupod
Crescent in shape
Has escaped
Pull the pins
Save your grace
Mark these words
On his grave
You should have seen
The curse that flew right by you
Page of concrete
Stain walks crutch in hobbled sway
Autodafe
A capulary hint of red
Everyone knows the last toes are
Always the coldest to go
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'Kay then umm Friday night and I'm so bored. Grounded.
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parents suck. who wants to shoot mine?
PLEASSSSSSSSE!!
agh they are fucked up in the head big time. parents i mean. god damn.
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[16 Mar 2005|06:33pm] |
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IM BACK FROM FLORIDA! Massachusetts is bitter cold compaired to 80-degree-weather Florida; for the past 5 days I've been in tanks and shorts &now I'm in a swaetshirt and jeans again. Ugh.
I'm so glad to see my friends tomorrow at school. Jayne made my night when she said..
FridayNightThong: JAYNEE
FridayNightThong: im back from Florida!
Lostin Adelinee: JiLLL! HOLY FUCK I MISSED YOUUU!!!!!
FridayNightThong: haha
FridayNightThong: HOLY FUCK I MISSED YOU TOO!
Friends make my lifEe. They really do.
<3always Jill
p.s. Tomorrow is Saint Patrick's Day!! woo hoo cause I get to wear a lotta greeeeeeeen!!!!!!!!! kewl beanSs
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[10 Mar 2005|03:33pm] |
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Bina Bina Bina made my life today. She gave me a note and it had a "Play of Jill's Life" on it. She drew out this thing in hot pink! pens and decided to make it.. hmm I'll call it interesting. Bina if you read this thanks cause that was one damned hawtt note!
Recommendations for a book (it's geared towards giirls): Perfect
Speaking of which, I need a good book now. I devour them like candy so I'm always in need of a good one. Any ideass for a good book/author? Greatly appreciated.
Uhh yeah so if you'll make eye contact and we've shot the breeze WHY don't you say hello? Is it that complicated?
Wow I do believe that cutting is not a good idea. So don't do it mMmkaYy? that was Your Bad Idea of The Day todayy.
Umm and yes Becky talk to him about you-know-what.
and Jon don't go to that school. EwWw.
and I need to go exercise and whatnot cause you know I'm getting fatter by the moment here.
<3 always Jill
¿*call.me.pleaseE*?
481-6883
p.s. I'm going to Florida Saturday morning. And I won't be back 'til Tuesday. Don't blow anything up or riot until I'm back cause you KNOW I want in on all the rioting done in Marlboro/Auburn/Hudson mMmkaYy?
p.s.s. Serina, you and I need to hit up the mall when I'm back from Fla. cause you know we haven't in foreveRr.. yeah so we'll figure that out.
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Today was a bad day. It's horrible. I found out so many things about my friends and why things are all goiung so wrong and I am all depressed and this that and the other thing.
Someone needs to get me Jared Murphy's number cause he called me left me a message and didnt leave his number. Intelligent.
<3J'dore Jayne.
<3J'dore Becky.
<3J'dore Ashley.
<3J'dore vous.
p.s: at Dad's over night. ick. I'll be home tomorrow at like noon-ish.
<3love always me.
call me at 1-508-832-9937.... ask for me it's muh daddies number!
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[04 Mar 2005|10:34pm] |
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It's just infatuation baby.
yeah so tonight was an amazing night with the one and only My Favorite Druggie (Becky)--> and we had Ashley and Jared and Cory and Kristen and Krista. We had a candy fight with these little shits in the theatre, and Shalley's mom aunt and grandma or something like that were nehind us. We saw Cursed, it was okay but not really that good.. I would recommedn some other movie before it if you ask me.
Yes so I'm mad bored. I need to eat and sleep cause I have a party in Auburn tomorrow- not much of a party. It'll all be my family to see my sister cvause she turns six March 15th.. AHHHHH damn its scary to think that cause I dont live with her so I am all wowwww. Whatever I gotta be there for the kid right. I means she like worships me (and I can see why, lol...) so I'm gonna be the good sister and chill there, hopefully I'll be back tomorrow by 10p.m.. I want to be in Marlboro this weekend. See kids and shit cause Florida is next weekend until Tuesdayyyy! WOWZAA I'm glad..
Vote by IMing me or commenting please:
Blonde or Brunette? I'm going to Florida and I want an opinion if I dye my hair darker or let the SunnnnnNn make it all blonde-ish. HmmpH pick and choose and tell me pleasee!
<3 always Jill
p.s. Becky is my hot sex hahaahhaa
p.s.s. My side has more people than your side!?!
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